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U n i t : 9 S ([personal profile] itshilarious) wrote in [community profile] castellae2017-04-10 05:56 pm

Ongoing PSL - In-game setting




"You say that you're no good for me, cause I'm always tugging at your sleeve--"
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[personal profile] podskill 2017-04-17 04:58 am (UTC)(link)
[ 2B stumbles as 9S slumps forward, his vital fluids pouring out of him. They're getting everywhere: her hands, her clothes, the flowers. 2B's sobs are uncontrollable as she grabs him by the elbows, falling to her knees. She knows she needs to end this quickly, both to report back to Command and to put 9S-- her Nines-- out of his misery, but when she looks down at him to retrieve her blade, something inside of her breaks.

She's always felt like a monster every time she's done this, but she can't ever recall it hurting this much. 2B wonders what's worse: the fact that she'll never see this version of 9S again or the fact that she will meet him again, only to find that he doesn't remember her. Doesn't remember anything.

With a shaking voice, 2B commands her pod to enter sleep mode. She rips off her visor and discards it across the cavern, holding 9S with her free arm, getting soaked in his fluids. 2B can't risk having Command interfere with her. Not like this. She cradles the back of his head, gentle as she weeps, the action causing her internal processes to stutter and skip.

This will be the last time, she'd told herself. The last time she'll do this to him.

2B cradles him in her arms, curled around him while she sobs, the Lunar Tears around their feet splattered in blood. ]
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[personal profile] podskill 2017-04-17 05:40 am (UTC)(link)
[ When 9S reaches for her, an eerie calm begins to settle over 2B, her systems quieting as she feels his hand warm against her cheek for the last time. She turns her head and breathes deep; his vitals stain her face as she places a kiss against his palm, eyelids fluttering shut. Such a sweet, intimate gesture. The final thing she can do for him as he begins to fade.

She sits in silence after a while, holding him close. Brushing the hair from his eyes. Removing his visor and shutting his eyelids. She holds his hands, cradles his face, traces a fine line from his forehead to the tip of his nose. She traces the shape of his mouth, memorizing the softness of those lips that she's kissed countless times by this point. After what feels like an eternity, she stands, grabbing her blade by the hilt and pulling it from him, swinging it clean of the carnage she'd wrought.

Waking her Pod, she leaves the cavern and makes a call to Command. ]


Black box confirmed offline for Unit 9S. [ 2B's voice is even, all business. Something inside of her feels dead. ] Ready for recommissioning.

[ After attaining confirmation from the Commander, 2B cuts the feed. When she heads back to the Bunker, she remains unaffected. She gives her report to the Commander, leaving out everything about her shared intimacy with 9S. 2B figures that the Commander suspects something when she lets her gaze linger for a bit too long, but at this point, she doesn't care.

It will be a fortnight before 9S returns to her. When he does, he descends in a flight unit, just as he always has. 2B doesn't meet his gaze. Just as she always has. ]


There's a machine nest to the east of here, [ She begins, her tone flat to the point of being soulless. ] You're my support.
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[personal profile] podskill 2017-04-17 06:06 am (UTC)(link)
[ 2B can barely look at him. Just the sound of his voice is enough to cut her deeply, where it once had been utterly calming. It's true that she takes comfort in his being here, but after the last cycle, she can barely hold herself together.

It's not like she's exhibited signs of that to Command, however. Since 9S' previous decommissioning, 2B has gone back to being the perfect soldier, undertaking missions for both the Bunker and the Resistance Camp with no question. She's certain that she's killed more machines in the last month than she had during the entirety of her activation period, and things have been quiet on the surface as a result.

When he calls her "ma'am," she wants to scream. Instead, she bites her tongue so hard it practically bleeds, saying what she always does. ]


That's not necessary, [ She says, though her voice cracks. It's the first time it's done that, and she catches herself. ] 2B is fine.

[ 2B makes the mistake of looking to his face as he smiles, and suddenly it feels like losing him all over again. Her lips part like she wants to say something, but instead she turns and heads for their destination. ] Come on. While there's still daylight.
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[personal profile] podskill 2017-04-17 06:44 pm (UTC)(link)
[ 2B knows nothing about the contingency 9S left for himself, though if she did, she likely wouldn't be surprised. This is the sixth time that she's gone through this cycle, the burden of her memories weighing her down like a ball and chain; knowing that 9S doesn't remember a thing hurts more this time around, and she knows it's because she'd made too many mistakes the last time.

Emotions are prohibited. It's the mantra that she'd told him time and time again. The mantra that she'd used to keep herself afloat, cycle after cycle. Prohibited or not, 2B has them, and they feel like they're lodged in her throat, making it difficult to breathe.

The machine nest lies in the abandoned factory, right at the shoreline. As 2B walks, she does her best not to focus on the way 9S eagerly lops along beside her, enthusiastic as usual. Androids don't need to sleep, it's true, but 2B feels like she's in a waking nightmare. The thought of desertion is treasonous in and of itself, but it strikes her again now that 9S is standing before her for the umpteenth time. YoRHa betrayers are branded as high-priority targets, but 2B is damn good at what she does.

She knows that desertion isn't an option, and makes a mental note to get her morality functions evaluated. As 9S acquiesces to her requests, 2B stares straight ahead, feeling more weary than she ever has. ]


The mission is our priority. [ She responds, noting the marked difference in the way he expresses the same sentiment he has at the beginning of every cycle. 2B blames that on herself and her inability to keep her own treasonous feelings in check. ] We aren't here to have fun.

[ As they descend the crumbling highway towards the factory, 2B's mind continues to race in spite of itself. There's something different about this time around. Something has changed. Though she knows that the altered variable is likely her, she can't help but hold onto some stray, strange thread of hope. She steals a glance at 9S from out of the corner of her eye as they make their way up towards the entrance of the factory, and she vaguely wonders if this time will be different. ]
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[personal profile] podskill 2017-04-17 07:09 pm (UTC)(link)
... There's nothing enjoyable about this.

[ 2B leaves her answer open-ended, free for him to take as he sees fit. 9S has always been by her side, and while this instance is no exception to that, she's never felt more lonely in her life. Being close to him hurts, and keeping him at a distance is devastating. The fact that he continues to try to get to know her seizes her artificial heart and wrings it dry, making her want to scream and cry all over again.

She can't understand his thought processes, not as a Scanner or even as another individual. 2B feels as if she's being crushed by the weight of her memories, and the added heft of his eyes on her makes her feel like choking.

2B tries to think of a response to his question. She could deny him outright and avoid deviating from the path set before her within her programming... But she can't bring herself to.

Instead, she deflects. ]


... I have. But I don't see how that's pertinent to our objective.

[ 2B wants to grab his hand and run somewhere. Anywhere. Far from the prying eyes of Command, far away from the Resistance. While she knows Pascal would be more than happy to take them in, she doesn't want to risk his village being targeted by YoRHa. She's tense and she knows it, and when they enter the first silo, she immediately draws her weapon and sets to work upon the large concentration of machine lifeforms gathered at its center. ]
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[personal profile] podskill 2017-04-17 08:08 pm (UTC)(link)
[ 2B knows he's just being himself and that he isn't doing this purposely; after all, how could he know the effect he has on her? She knows he's analyzing her as they continue, and... honestly, that has never bothered her. In fact, she hopes he continues and happens to find something, anything, that reminds him of her from before this meeting. She knows that there's no use for that, and even if he did remember, what was she supposed to do then?

9S works in tandem with her as efficiently as ever, and soon the machine nest they'd been sent to dispatched is nothing more than a scrap pile. 2B is almost frustrated; while she'd taken down her fair share of the machine lifeforms, it had done nothing to ease her tension. She glances at 9S as that now-familiar screen projection activates in front of him, and she swings her sword a few times in order to throw off the machine oil clinging to it. ]


I don't remember ever saying that. You'd do better not to put words in my mouth, [ She responds evenly, resheathing her weapon in its place at her back. 2B picks stray pieces of machine detritus off of her person as 9S hesitates over his data terminal, prompting her to raise a brow... and her pulse to quicken.

Had he found something? Had the memory wipe been corrupted in some way? Had he, in his infinite cleverness, left something behind for him to come back to later?

2B turns towards him, stepping closer in spite of herself. It's probably nothing and she knows it. Making as if she's heading towards the entrance of the silo, she affects a nonchalant tone. ]
We're done here. Find anything unusual?
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[personal profile] podskill 2017-04-17 08:30 pm (UTC)(link)
[ 2B doesn't grace that first part with a response, mostly because she agrees with him. Scanners aren't built to be inaccurate, and 9S is the most bleeding edge of his line. His cockiness is still in place and it makes her circuits tighten, a rogue bit of affection soaring somewhere within the artificial chambers of her heart.

At his uneasiness, 2B quirks a brow. When he steps back, she takes a step forward in spite of herself, wondering if Command had programmed him to feel suddenly uneasy around her. Now that he mentions it, he does have a smudge of machine oil on his cheek, and as such she reaches out to him, her palm smoothing against his face as it has so many times before.

As 2B's thumb wipes away the oil, the familiarity of the gesture strikes her hard, deep in her gut circuitry. Her hand stills and drops to her side, a deep, hollow feeling beginning to well at the back of her throat. ]


... Not anymore.

[ This cannot continue.

2B steps past him, struggling to maintain her composure even as her expression crumples behind her visor. ]


We need to get back.
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[personal profile] podskill 2017-04-17 09:36 pm (UTC)(link)
[ 2B begins to calm the more 9S exhibits the traits that make him... well, himself, and though she can't deny the pain she feels, she's happy to have him back by her side. She can feel how warm he is even from this distance, and she notices the twitch of his hand just as she pulls away. 2B mildly regrets allowing her arm to fall, but she chalks that up to the foolish sense of hope she's inexplicably holding onto.

9S has never once left her thoughts since the end of the first cycle. 2B feels almost as if she's forgotten what it feels like to think of anything else, and she knows that it shows. Her Pod has commented on her mental stability on more than one occasion over the past month, though thankfully it was usually in the heat of battle, far removed from any other android down on the surface. 2B knows that she can't possibly carry on like this, but she doesn't know what else to do.

2B simply grunts in response to what he says as they make their way back to the camp in relative silence. The walk back seems to take an eternity with the transport systems down, and the sound of his footsteps crunching alongside her own feel mildly like stab wounds in her head. When they finally do reach the camp, she leads 9S towards the small room tucked away near the entrance, turning her head over her shoulder to speak. ]


We've got nothing else on the docket today. The Resistance Leader is loaning us this room while we're running YoRHa operations here on the surface. There's a bed for you on one side; I'll let you know if we get any further orders from Command.

[ With that, she pushes the door to the room open and moves to her side of the small chamber. ]
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[personal profile] podskill 2017-04-17 10:02 pm (UTC)(link)
They did. [ She responds evenly, satisfied with the organization of her chipset. 2B opens up her second configuration, replacing some chips with more efficient ones if only to distract herself from the fact that the both of them are alone together. She knows nothing of the contingency that 9S left for himself, and she burns in silence.

At his next question, 2B pauses, her finger lifted above the projected chip menu in front of her. She knows he can see her, though her expression remains unshifting beneath her visor.

She knows the correct answer to this. She really does. But something rebellious inside of her cries out and takes hold of her when she speaks, arguing that yes, she hasn't done routine maintenance on herself in weeks, she's fairly sure a few of her environmental filters is busted, her nerve sensors are fried, she needs him to be so much closer-- ]


... Yes. [ She says simply. ]
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[personal profile] podskill 2017-04-17 10:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Right.

[ 2B knows of 9S' need for validation; she's seen it since the beginning of the neverending cycle between them. Part of her feels disgusting, like she's playing with that need in order to further her own gain, but another part of her argues that it's only logical. This had been their relationship outside of her own personal feelings, so it stands to reason that she would ask him to perform maintenance upon her like this.

As she hears him step closer, she closes her chipset menu in order to lie on the bed provided for her, removing her visor. There would be no need for it here. She knows full well that 9S won't go prodding through her memories or other auxiliary functions, but... She can't help but wonder what would happen if he did. Still, she does nothing to verbalize her thoughts, instead opting to remain still as he scans her. At his question, she exhales. ]


... Weeks. Months, maybe. [ She offers lamely. Honestly, maintenance had been the last thing on her mind. ] My reactionary processors have been sluggish lately. That explains a lot.

[ She tries to remain casual, like she hasn't been barely holding it together this whole time. ]
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[personal profile] podskill 2017-04-17 11:14 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It definitely isn't like 2B to fall into such a state of disrepair; she can hear the incredulity in 9S' voice, and part of her feels... sheepish. A little embarrassed. What is wrong with her? Still, she shows no outward signs of this, her eyes moving to his face. She can see his furrowed brow from beneath his visor, and it puts a heavy weight on her chest. ]

... No. [ She says, completely honest. The constant pain had been an issue in the beginning, but she'd ignored it. Now she hardly feels anything, and while that had its uses in combat, she knows that it makes her inefficient. She's prone to be labelled a liability at this rate. ]

... Should I see the medics instead? Are you equipped to handle hardware issues as a scanner type?
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[personal profile] podskill 2017-04-17 11:31 pm (UTC)(link)
[ 2B hadn't realized just how far into disrepair that she's fallen, but seeing the seriousness that clouds 9S' features clues her in. She knows she's being careless, that her prime directive should be at the forefront of her list of priorities, but something inside of her shifted between the time she'd last killed him until now. The world seemed to hold nothing more for her, especially in the wake of the fact that 9S was going to return, completely unaware of who she is and what he means to her.

2B complies easily, sitting up. She says nothing as she does as she's bade, undoing her skirt and lifting her top, pushing the upper part of her leotard down so he can more easily access her front panel.

She knows it's overkill. But some disgusting part of her can't help it. ]

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