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U n i t : 9 S ([personal profile] itshilarious) wrote in [community profile] castellae2017-04-10 05:56 pm

Ongoing PSL - In-game setting




"You say that you're no good for me, cause I'm always tugging at your sleeve--"
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[personal profile] podskill 2017-04-15 04:53 am (UTC)(link)
We're soldiers. Soldiers take orders. [ 2B states flatly, satisfied with the configuration of her weapons. Standing, she straightens out her skirt, stretching her limbs before she ascertains that 9S is ready to go, stepping out into the blinding sunlight flooding the camp. The flowers in the center of the campgrounds are flourishing in the aftermath of the storm several days ago, and 2B can't help but look at them as she waits for 9S to follow her lead.

At what he says next, she calls over her shoulder to him, inclining her head. ]
It couldn't hurt to look. Good call.

[ She trusts any intel 9S feels he can dredge up; as a cutting edge Scanner model, he's much better equipped for sussing out potential leads than she is. His curiosity fascinates her, and though she knows that it gets him into trouble from time to time, she can't help but admire it. ]

There are machine parts there that we can use to upgrade our weapons, anyway. [ She continues, turning her gaze back to the flowers from behind her visor. She remembers 6O saying she wanted pictures of nature, so she requisitions her Pod to take a few shots before sending them off to the Operator model.

It isn't long before they're off, moving on foot towards the central region of the city. It must have been a sprawling metropolis in its heyday, but all 2B sees now are ruins. She walks ahead of 9S in silence, idly swinging her sword through stray machines that happen to cross their path, hoping to appear too occupied for him to attempt to speak to her. ]
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[personal profile] podskill 2017-04-15 05:15 am (UTC)(link)
[ Part of 2B wonders if she acquiesces to his demands easier now; another part of her says it doesn't matter. She throws herself into combat with a gusto that isn't terribly unlike her usual on the outside, but internally, the entirety of her mind is a mess. She tries to sort her thoughts, to keep herself steady, but to no avail.

As the machines fall to her blade, she hears the quick footfalls of 9S as he closes the distance between the two of them. She turns to face him and immediately regrets it: his smile disarms her, though her expression remains unchanging.

To know that she'll have to end him for not even the first or second time eats away at her. To see his face, so open and eager, actually stings. 2B turns away quickly, driving her blade through the torso of a machine that hops its way towards them. ]


Tell me about these signals you detected. [ She says, her tone as even as ever even as she slashes her blade in an arc before her, dismembering a few more machines. She hasn't noticed the flower behind 9S' back, or even the fact that he has a hand behind his back at all. ]
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[personal profile] podskill 2017-04-15 05:31 am (UTC)(link)
[ 2B is at the end of her arc when she glances 9S' way, the flower delicately held in his hands catching her attention immediately. Her weapon dissipates as she straightens, his words registering immediately. Some part of her wonders if she should crush it. If she should laugh at him, or berate him.

A bigger part of her feels as if she's suddenly become small and cold. The look on his face, so earnest and innocent, steals her breath and makes her feel like falling.

With a remarkably steady hand, 2B reaches for the flower. ]


... A token of courtship. Or simple affection. [ 2B says softly. Some deep, rebellious part of her wonders if she should just take it, if she should just ignore the directive given to her in spite of her programming. The both of them would be branded traitors and would need to live the rest of their lives on the run from YoRHa pursuers, but they would be together, and for her... That would be enough.

... But what about for 9S?

2B wants to scoff at herself. That isn't the life she wants for him, but... she's basically saying that she would rather him have a life that ends by her hand. Over and over and over.

Her hand meets his and gently, gingerly lingers around the flower. She can't run from this. From anything. She really is powerless. She wants to scream. ]


... We aren't. Human. [ She says, her speech stilted. Still. She takes the flower, examining it from behind her visor. Such a simple gesture.

After a few moments, she tucks a strand of hair behind her ear, placing the flower into the fold created by it. 2B keeps her gaze upon the ground, feeling all at once emptier and fuller than she had before. She doesn't say anything, because she can't.

Turning, she continues walking, though she keeps closer to 9S than she had before. ]
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[personal profile] podskill 2017-04-15 05:45 am (UTC)(link)
[ 2B listens to him speak, and part of her wants to shut him up by any means necessary. Part of her wants to take her blade and drive it through his gut already, to end this cycle, as if it would end the way her insides seem to overheat and stutter whenever he's around. As if it would end the rapidly hollowing of her gut circuitry every time the thought of killing him swam to the forefront of his consciousness.

She was created to kill him. That's what executioner types do. Every time 2B sees his face, she's actively fighting against her own nature. Her fist clenches and unclenches, once and then twice, as she focuses on her own breathing.

When she speaks, her voice is as even as it ever was. ]


There's no room for loneliness in war, [ She says softly, knowing damn well how hypocritical she's being. 2B knows loneliness intimately. She stares it in the face every time 9S reintroduces himself to her. ] Created in their image or not, human sentimentality isn't meant for androids. [ And yet that flower remains in her hair. ]

Even if some androids were created for companionship, we weren't. Our purposes are clearly defined and non-negotiable. [ 2B says, trying to convince herself more than anything. They're nearing the city's center, now. ] We weren't made for anything else.
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[personal profile] podskill 2017-04-15 06:03 am (UTC)(link)
[ 2B hates this. Hates how dejected he sounds. It makes her reconsider the alternatives to everything she's just said; it makes her neural circuits fire off in different directions, recounting her words and compiling new, different paths for her to follow. She knows that this is better for the both of them, that distance is the one thing that will keep this from hurting, but--

-- More than anything, she wants to be close to him. As close as they were in that basement. Close enough for their circuits to entangle and never be apart. 2B doesn't know what love is outside of some archaic, abstract definition of the word gleaned from human records provided by the Bunker, but 9S somehow gives that vague denotation clarity. She doesn't claim to love him. She only knows that she never wants to leave his side.

2B wants to reach out to him, to bridge the chasm she's created willfully with her own two hands. But she doesn't. She can't. Not when she knows how this will end.

And so, she lapses into silence again. It's easier. Better this way... Until it isn't. Something hot seems to cause her verbal synapses to misfire, pushing the words out before she can stop them. ]


So why don't you do just the bare minimum? Why do you keep acting the way you do?

[ 2B's tone is softer than it usually is. This conversation isn't mission-critical. It's illogical. But something inside of her feels like it will break if she doesn't get the words out. ] Why do you keep reaching out?
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[personal profile] podskill 2017-04-15 06:15 am (UTC)(link)
[ In a lot of ways, this confirms something 2B has already known: 9S is far stronger than her, far stronger than she can ever hope to be. His resolve in the face of everything they'd been created for is admirable; she enjoys-- loves-- his curiosity, his willingness to investigate things. His hunger for knowledge. She's met other Scanner models, but none of them catch her attention the way he can.

2B wants to laugh at how pathetic she's being again. ]


If it works for you, it works for you. I wasn't trying to assert that it was wrong. You haven't been decommissioned yet, so Command doesn't see it as a liability, either. [ A half-truth, all things considered. ] I find it... admirable.

[ A small admission in the face of everything, but an admission nonetheless. At what he says next, 2B pauses, stopping in her tracks. The gears of her mind, both literal and figurative, begin to turn, and she fully looks at him for the first time since their encounter in the basement. ]

... So you admit that it was a mistake. [ Not a question. A statement. Her expression gives up nothing, though something about 9S feeling that way... sort of bothers her. ]
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[personal profile] podskill 2017-04-15 06:33 am (UTC)(link)
[ 2B is used to people looking at her the same way that 9S is. Even behind her visor, her gaze is steady and unreadable, airtight in the way it keeps her thoughts safe from prying eyes. She spends so much time trying not to think about that basement that it eats up the majority of her time. It's almost counterproductive at this point.

2B steps closer to 9S, looking down at him. Her heels afford her a few more inches of height over him, even if she's not that much taller than he is without them. She sees the way color rushes to his cheeks, and she wonders why their creators had found such a function to be necessary.

She also wonders if 9S ever doesn't look like the best thing she's ever seen in a long while. ]


For a Scanner model, you aren't particularly perceptive. [ She knows she's said too much already, but she's tired. This cycle will end regardless, if not by her hand, then by Command's. And it will begin again, and again, and again, until the end of time.

2B doesn't know if she can take it. She allows her brow to furrow; the first sign of emotion she's shown since she'd kissed him in that basement. ]
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[personal profile] podskill 2017-04-15 07:22 am (UTC)(link)
[ 2B can practically hear 9S' internal processors go into overdrive as she approaches. Some part of her is gratified by this in a strange, twisted way; she's only ever heard him do this for her, and it's only gotten worse in the aftermath of what happened in the basement. She stares at him steadily, listening to him speak.

She knows she's given him nothing to work with. That much is true. ]


How am I supposed to broach the subject? You haven't exactly been forthcoming, either. [ A pause as she considers his question. ]

I don't see it as a mistake. You wanted data. I wanted-- [ you ] -- to assist. It was a natural progression. Or did that mean something else to you? [ It did to her, but like hell is she going to admit that out loud. ]
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[personal profile] podskill 2017-04-15 04:32 pm (UTC)(link)
[ 2B stops at a respectful distance, but she can still hear his internal systems hitch and spur their cooling processes as if she's close enough to touch. As quickly as her furrowed brow appears, it relaxes, leaving her looking as impassive as ever. She knows that putting all of this onto 9S isn't entirely fair; she hasn't exactly brought forth the image of being completely open and upfront about her own feelings on the matter, either.

At what he says next, she tilts her head slightly. She's coming to grips with the idea that it meant more than just Intel gathering for her, too, though that isn't to say that she knows exactly what her reasoning behind doing it was.

2B is being earnest when she asks what she does next. ]


If not for data, then for what?

[ Her voice is still soft eveb as his hand grazed her cherk, and she finds herself leaning into the gesture. She lifts her hand as his moves away, intending to hold it... But thinks better of it, lowering it as he does the same. When she speaks again, it's barely a whisper. ]

None of this makes sense.
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[personal profile] podskill 2017-04-15 07:10 pm (UTC)(link)
[ 2B watches 9S intently, familiar enough with his mannerisms by now to know when he's stuck on analyzing new data. She can't see his eyes behind his visor, but she knows him well enough to accurately guess at the expression he's making, the subtle movements behind the blindfold confirmation enough of her assumptions. An overwhelming sense of calm washes over her the more she watches him, and she vaguely wonders if it's always been this way.

She can't say that she isn't confused. Conflicted as she is, 2B is well aware of how these emotions could potentially prove themselves to be a liability. On the other hand, however, she's well aware that she can't run from them for much longer. ]


I'll leave the analytics to you, then, and you can tell me once you sort them out. [ She says gently, turning away from him. ]

... You're closer to understanding this than I am. But are you implying something by saying that it wasn't enough?
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[personal profile] podskill 2017-04-16 04:08 am (UTC)(link)
[ 2B was given only a brief dossier on 9S when she'd been assigned to him; it had only told her of his specs and capabilities, nothing more. It had made no mention of the way he smiled, the way he laughed, the way he seemed to light up a room simply by being in it. As such, nothing could have prepared 2B for the way he struck her, crawled under her skin and practically embedded himself in her circuitry. She had been created to destroy him and keep him in check, but she highly doubts that their creators would have banked on him doing the exact same thing to her every time she watches the life fade from his eyes.

In the brief periods between his death and reactivation period, 2B wonders if she'll go insane, much like some of the other executioner units that she's met. She wonders if the guilt will slowly wear her away until nothing is left but the perfect YoRHa soldier image that she's become so adept at projecting. Her sister models seem incapable of striking a balance between being coldblooded killers and androids driven half- or fully mad with grief and guilt, and considering how killing 9S feels at present, 2B isn't entirely sure what's in store for her if she ever has to stop.

It's gotten to the point where she's sure that there's no her without 9S by her side. It's because of that that she wears the flower in her hair, and it's because of that that she hangs on to his words, lapsing into silence and following after him as he moves. ]


... Understood, [ She ventures after a short while, her tone flat and lacking inflection. After several moments of silent walking, she speaks again. ] But I believe we should set some ground rules. Any... contact made of that nature should be away from prying eyes, in areas with poor reception.

[ 2B speaks almost clinically, as if they're discussing combat tactics. ] I will take care not to damage you as I did during our initial bout. Carelessness won't serve us well in an arrangement like this.
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[personal profile] podskill 2017-04-16 04:45 am (UTC)(link)
[ 2B can't believe how much she wants him to touch her again. She finds herself craving it, and though she does her damnedest not to think about what happened between them in the basement, the thought makes her lubricant ducts activate in spite of herself, leaving her slick and shaking late in the night, mere feet away from 9S' bed in their shared lodgings. It's part of the reason why she's been throwing herself into combat with any machines that happen to be nearby, regardless of whether they're hostile or not. It does absolutely nothing to abate the gnawing ache that occurs between her legs, but it's better than standing around and hoping it goes away.

She notes the flush of his face, and part of her finds it endearing. Still, she doesn't crack a smile, instead opting to sidle closer to him by degrees, keeping time with his footsteps and staring straight ahead. Some strange, irrational part of her wants to grab his hand and hold it, but she doesn't. It's too risky, doing something like that out in the open. The flower remains securely tucked behind her ear, its faint fragrance gently wafting around her head; its presence soothes her in much the same way 9S' voice does, and 2B breathes deep before speaking. ]


We can't have them thinking you're accident-prone. Just in case they decide to decommission you or send you back up to the Bunker for fine-tuning. [ She speaks partially from a place of worry; while 9S has never exhibited outward signs of malfunctioning, it's not unheard of for Earth to have adverse effects on androids, particularly newer, less hardy models. 2B notes that he's trying to keep pace with her, and she shakes her head. ]

You don't have to pretend to treat it like this if it's not how you feel. Speak freely. [ It's an order, much like a superior gives to soldiers beneath their command... But it comes from a place of affection, even if 2B isn't particularly forthcoming with emotional matters. ]

... If I didn't feel the same way, I would have denied you outright. Or is that what you want?
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[personal profile] podskill 2017-04-16 05:09 am (UTC)(link)
We also can't jeopardize YoRHa operations here because of our arrangement. But I think that goes without saying.

[ 2B keeps her tone professional even as they make their way down into the crater in the middle of the city, using their pods to gently descend to the bottom. She doesn't want to think about forgetting what 9S has to say, but she doesn't argue. Instead, she offers reassurance in her own way. ]

I'm out of my element, too. We'll just have to play this by ear.

[ As they land, she rests on her knee for a second before standing, walking towards the waypoint he'd placed on the map. 2B hasn't noticed his lack of rest, but that's only because she's been doing her best not to pay too much attention to him in general. ] You aren't alone in not wanting to ruin this, though.

[ She's speaking honestly, and it shows in her tone. It's softer now that they're at the mouth of the cave within the crater. 2B stops at the entrance, waiting for him to get closer. The flower in her hair gently rustles in the breeze emanating from within the cavern, the only sound coming from the rush of water around their feet and the distant clanging of machine movement within the darkness. ]

... What do you want to attain from this?

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