[ 9S had enjoyed for a while being a human. He doesn't hate it, even if some days are easier than others. Adjusting to the occasional increase of testosterone has been an... Experience. Realizing that he becomes angrier at strange times has been discomforting yet fascinating. He'd realized long ago that being a human himself has brought far more data than simply studying them from documents and remnants of their culture left behind on the surface. Grasping emotions has never been hard for him. He gets them.
He just can't control them.
It seems now, more than ever, that's the case. He's gone long enough without the required sexual activity expected to keep him sane. It's made him ornery, restless, and he knows his testosterone levels are likely the cause of this feeling so terrible. But sleeping around just seems so pointless. Why do it with someone he doesn't hold to as high of a regard as 2B? Why hasn't he told her that he wants her? That he's tired of her seeking help from others when he's forever been assigned to help her? Maybe she doesn't see him that way. Maybe he's not attractive.
9S almost wishes they were androids again. At least she denied emotions then. Now she can't avoid them at all. And neither can he.
He hears her approach, glance shifting to her when he sighs and saves his data sheet. He opens an old report and continues to type away at it. When she leans in close, he leans away. ]
Yeah, I know. Trust me, the migraine I have hasn't let me forget either.
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He just can't control them.
It seems now, more than ever, that's the case. He's gone long enough without the required sexual activity expected to keep him sane. It's made him ornery, restless, and he knows his testosterone levels are likely the cause of this feeling so terrible. But sleeping around just seems so pointless. Why do it with someone he doesn't hold to as high of a regard as 2B? Why hasn't he told her that he wants her? That he's tired of her seeking help from others when he's forever been assigned to help her? Maybe she doesn't see him that way. Maybe he's not attractive.
9S almost wishes they were androids again. At least she denied emotions then. Now she can't avoid them at all. And neither can he.
He hears her approach, glance shifting to her when he sighs and saves his data sheet. He opens an old report and continues to type away at it. When she leans in close, he leans away. ]
Yeah, I know. Trust me, the migraine I have hasn't let me forget either.
I don't feel like dealing with hookers tonight.