[ Perhaps if this had been a session outside of everything he's discovered, he would be a bit more attentive. Perhaps question if it had been good for her, maybe move things along. But as time passes, as he pours into her and is left a writhing heap metal and silicon, he's left incapable of words or movement. At least for now.
2B holds him so tenderly, caresses him and cares for him and he just doesn't get it. 9S is immediately embittered when the thoughts start to flood back well after his climax passes. They creep in slowly, heavy, and he can't help but wonder if they were both better off going on as they had before. How the hell are they to move on like this? 9S isn't sure if he hates himself or hates her, and it becomes even harder to understand when he still feels this surge of love and need well past their coupling. He loves her, he wants her, but he's fucking terrified and hurt all the same.
Despite that, he can't break away from her. As 2B cradled his head and strokes his hair, his face buries itself further into her neck. Sensitive skin tingles when she peppers kisses along his neck and shoulder, prompting a twitch and huff. 9S pulls out, but he doesn't leave her hold.
He's almost frantic in the way he tightly wraps his arms around her, tears flowing freely. He should have made sure she was done first but he just... Can't anymore. He can't hold it in, cant even understand why he's feeling so many things at once. He wants to be numb, to feel nothing. To go back to how they were but at the same time? He wants to stay far away from their cycle. With a sniffle and soft sob, he curls in on himself, hanging on to her. ]
T...
[ His voice is meek. Fragile. The whirlwind of feelings and thoughts leave him confused and lost. ]
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2B holds him so tenderly, caresses him and cares for him and he just doesn't get it. 9S is immediately embittered when the thoughts start to flood back well after his climax passes. They creep in slowly, heavy, and he can't help but wonder if they were both better off going on as they had before. How the hell are they to move on like this? 9S isn't sure if he hates himself or hates her, and it becomes even harder to understand when he still feels this surge of love and need well past their coupling. He loves her, he wants her, but he's fucking terrified and hurt all the same.
Despite that, he can't break away from her. As 2B cradled his head and strokes his hair, his face buries itself further into her neck. Sensitive skin tingles when she peppers kisses along his neck and shoulder, prompting a twitch and huff. 9S pulls out, but he doesn't leave her hold.
He's almost frantic in the way he tightly wraps his arms around her, tears flowing freely. He should have made sure she was done first but he just... Can't anymore. He can't hold it in, cant even understand why he's feeling so many things at once. He wants to be numb, to feel nothing. To go back to how they were but at the same time? He wants to stay far away from their cycle. With a sniffle and soft sob, he curls in on himself, hanging on to her. ]
T...
[ His voice is meek. Fragile. The whirlwind of feelings and thoughts leave him confused and lost. ]
Tell me you love me again.
Please.