[ He recalls everything. And so, he recalls the blissful ignorance he'd had for so many years after each reformat. The excitement he'd always felt when meeting her, the seemingly instant desire for her attention and validation. It's as if he'd been programmed for her, built for her while also being built to bring all the answers. It's both beautiful and painful, and 9S just can't seem to settle with any of it. But he finds ease in just surrounding himself with her.
He wants her to smother him. To make him forget everything else in favor of just knowing there're in love and ran away for it. He could live in this tragedy knowing he isn't alone, and as those thoughts of doubt and fear try so hard to come back? He clings harder.
In their mutual silence, 9S leans forward, hesitant at first. His grip to her hands becomes immediately tight, head tilting just briefly before a pause. And then his mind starts to tempt him with ignoring everything else. In inching forwards the need to provoke her. Smother him. Smother these thoughts and rid him of this horrible pain.
He doesn't think of how hard he consumes her lips when he does. 9S devours them, the kiss both passionate and fierce, though it's slow to start. If only to silence his mind. ]
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He wants her to smother him. To make him forget everything else in favor of just knowing there're in love and ran away for it. He could live in this tragedy knowing he isn't alone, and as those thoughts of doubt and fear try so hard to come back? He clings harder.
In their mutual silence, 9S leans forward, hesitant at first. His grip to her hands becomes immediately tight, head tilting just briefly before a pause. And then his mind starts to tempt him with ignoring everything else. In inching forwards the need to provoke her. Smother him. Smother these thoughts and rid him of this horrible pain.
He doesn't think of how hard he consumes her lips when he does. 9S devours them, the kiss both passionate and fierce, though it's slow to start. If only to silence his mind. ]