[ She just keeps going on and on as if she is 2B and it's a LIE. 9S feels his gut continue to twist and tighten the more she talks, and part of him wants to scream for her to shut the fuck up. It's bad enough that he has to constantly live through this lie, but now he has a version of 2B pinned beneath him as if he's in the wrong. As if he's the bad guy. He didn't deserve anything that happened to him... he was a good soldier tossed and abused every which way he turned and now?
He's alone.
Completely and utterly alone.
9S seethes, his mouth ripping out a pained and harsh yell as he lets go of her wrist in favor of taking her neck again. He remains straddled over her, upright while his fingers wrap around the pale column but don't provide too much pressure yet. There's hesitation there, pain and frustration in his posture but he can't do it yet. He has to draw this out.
9S comes to the conclusion that if this one wants to speak, he'll give her the same courtesy. But only to say what he wants to say. 9S realizes there's a hatred there, a loving distatste that is both passionate and harmful. He loved her so much. He cared for her so much but she just had to keep killing him over and over until she left him completely. The mention of A2 only seeks to make it worse. ]
Don't you even dare bring up A2!
She's dead! She's dead because she deserved it because she took you away from me!
[ His eyes well over with angry tears, hot as they roll down his cheeks and suddenly he's squeezing at her throats slowly but surely. Tightening it bit by bit. ]
You don't get it... NO ONE GETS IT--
Or cares.
[ He bows forward, sniffling as tears drop from his nose to 2B's face beneath him. ]
Why... Why me? Why do I have to feel all of this? Why can't I just be empty?
I have to kill you and be alone. All alone and unwanted.
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He's alone.
Completely and utterly alone.
9S seethes, his mouth ripping out a pained and harsh yell as he lets go of her wrist in favor of taking her neck again. He remains straddled over her, upright while his fingers wrap around the pale column but don't provide too much pressure yet. There's hesitation there, pain and frustration in his posture but he can't do it yet. He has to draw this out.
9S comes to the conclusion that if this one wants to speak, he'll give her the same courtesy. But only to say what he wants to say. 9S realizes there's a hatred there, a loving distatste that is both passionate and harmful. He loved her so much. He cared for her so much but she just had to keep killing him over and over until she left him completely. The mention of A2 only seeks to make it worse. ]
Don't you even dare bring up A2!
She's dead! She's dead because she deserved it because she took you away from me!
[ His eyes well over with angry tears, hot as they roll down his cheeks and suddenly he's squeezing at her throats slowly but surely. Tightening it bit by bit. ]
You don't get it... NO ONE GETS IT--
Or cares.
[ He bows forward, sniffling as tears drop from his nose to 2B's face beneath him. ]
Why... Why me? Why do I have to feel all of this? Why can't I just be empty?
I have to kill you and be alone. All alone and unwanted.