[ It almost comes out as a sob when she says it, though she masks it with a growl. She's shaking as her mouth works against his skin, an arm hooking around his neck for support. When he's gentle with her, she can't be distracted; she can't resent him, can't fight him, can't divorce the fact that he isn't who she wanted to do this with from the fact that they're doing it anyway. But she wants him, even if her mind is elsewhere, and it's driving her insane. ]
You're drunk, you asshole. [ She manages to calm herself down enough in order to cause her kakugan to recede, lifting herself up slightly to bring her lips to his ear. Her shakiness is evident in her voice. God, she hated being alone, and the fact that he's talking about wanting to stay--
She'd only met him this morning. What the fuck was wrong with her? Was she really so desperately lonely to cling to someone just because he was kind? ]
Don't... Don't talk about shit like that... [ She manages weakly, her strength faltering as she simply nuzzles her face into his neck. She still wants him, yes, but there's a slightly different feeling to it now; she wants him to hold her, to stay with her. Not forever; she's not so naive as to believe in anything like that, but--
Right now is enough. Right now is fine.
Doing as he asks, she lowers herself down, blatantly avoiding his eyes as she does so. She's lost and practically boneless, bringing her hands to cover her face. ]
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[ It almost comes out as a sob when she says it, though she masks it with a growl. She's shaking as her mouth works against his skin, an arm hooking around his neck for support. When he's gentle with her, she can't be distracted; she can't resent him, can't fight him, can't divorce the fact that he isn't who she wanted to do this with from the fact that they're doing it anyway. But she wants him, even if her mind is elsewhere, and it's driving her insane. ]
You're drunk, you asshole. [ She manages to calm herself down enough in order to cause her kakugan to recede, lifting herself up slightly to bring her lips to his ear. Her shakiness is evident in her voice. God, she hated being alone, and the fact that he's talking about wanting to stay--
She'd only met him this morning. What the fuck was wrong with her? Was she really so desperately lonely to cling to someone just because he was kind? ]
Don't... Don't talk about shit like that... [ She manages weakly, her strength faltering as she simply nuzzles her face into his neck. She still wants him, yes, but there's a slightly different feeling to it now; she wants him to hold her, to stay with her. Not forever; she's not so naive as to believe in anything like that, but--
Right now is enough. Right now is fine.
Doing as he asks, she lowers herself down, blatantly avoiding his eyes as she does so. She's lost and practically boneless, bringing her hands to cover her face. ]